Jan 29, 2021
Vertigo infuses my Finale.
What have I learned?
I still Kant forgive.
82K dead this year by self-administered drugs
Treating yourself as means
How will I ever grow from this waste of humanity, from the loss of my son?
There is no answer... yet.
Check for Pulse.
Jan 22, 2021
There was a murder in my family.
Overdose is self murder
Being lazy trivializes life
gods never have to answer for their acts.
Man-eaters, quicksand, a Strip-mall and a child's insightful mind.
There's no super-natural cook.
It's your life
Jan 15, 2021
My son read a lot, Something I was very proud of.
He was a brilliant student, I'm sad his mind died with his body.
In this episode I explore the fallacy of exceptionalism, murder, over-esteeming, and the trivialization of violence.
I contend that murder, for pleasure, profit or lack of self-control is the worst of...
Jan 8, 2021
I used to believe life was worth living.
I visit a primal land and unexpectedly receive glimpses of past lives as a 10 year old.
I obsess about a guitar that wasn't for me.
I taught my son to play with his fingers, one of the most profound connections we shared.
I had to choose. I lost my temper, I sat next to him...
Jan 1, 2021
The grief continues. I hate the holiday season.
I'm grateful to life but that doesn't dampen my rage and disturbed soul.
The fact that he elected to abuse hard death street drugs, haunts me.
I still jump whenever the phone rings.