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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

Jul 31, 2020

The anchor and the boat are the same.

I confess to my addictions.

Being honest is painful.

Commitment to betterment is the currency of our value.

Turn Yourself Around


Jul 24, 2020

Our reputation is all we have, it surrounds us as we drag it thru time. We are our actions. 

I would have worked on the blues form with my son, something I spent so much beautiful time on. Structure, deep feeling and groove.

I take you to one of my darkest revelations and the deepest conversion. My children's young...

Jul 17, 2020

Reflection both light and dark. The song I wrote for him over Bird Changes. 

Our bodies are on loan and I discuss the ethics of self care, meat, cancer and how it's all about you after all.

I explore a deep and dark connection between my father, myself and my son that startles me. 

I can hear my humor mixed with my pain...

Jul 10, 2020

I explore my limited perspective thru my apartment window. Jazz, a Choros, and broken toys permeate my mind. 

I visit Freud's theory of Alienation and counter balance it with an important insight from Jung. 

I sort thru permanently deleted messages, crack smokers, hot soup and other dilemmas. 

My son's voice weaves the...

Jul 3, 2020

Recorded when fires and looting were accompanying protests, i explore my own relationship to my criminal and slacker past.

I tell the story of a neighbor who was shot on the job and visit some close calls.

I propose the value of not being an asshole, generally as being one can get you killed. 

We owe each other the same...