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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

May 2, 2022

Thank you for listening to my difficult journey.

I feel it's time for me to move on.

I have forgiven my son with all my heart.

It's deeper than that, we've reconciled.

isn't that strange?

It is for me. I had a profound mystical experience.

I know I will grieve him all my life, but there's a twist now.

Please accept my...

Apr 25, 2022

I play a song my teacher taught me.

I'll train you, we'll give it away.

You are a good father, we're beyond that.

I forgive you with all my being.

You are me.

How can this be?

Apr 11, 2022

La Selva: Part 2

My second ceremony consisted in running interference.

A Russian Hare Krishna bully attempts to hijack the umbrella.

It fell to me to handle a situation.

What would my son do?, He would not have allowed abusive behavior.

One turd intimidated the compound.

I gave him another option.

Bullies won't stop on...

Apr 4, 2022




The smiling face of a warrior.

We fused into one life.

I tried to avoid you, then we superimposed.

I raised my eyes and received the teachings.


Dad...don't forget.

I'm sorry.

I love you.


Mar 20, 2022

I'll be in the Rain, Forrest.

Letting go of your ashes.

Surrending mine.

I'm there yet, but I will be.

Things like this don't happen to me.

or do they?

I'll be asking a question that doesn't have an answer.

Going Dark.