Preview Mode Links will not work in preview mode

My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

Jun 26, 2020

I take a journey into the chest of a man I named Fred. I am moved by how different his dead body was compared to my son's.

I connect experiences and find threads that I never meant to pull on. I revisit my son the last time I saw him. 

I compare and contrast how two bodies have such different destinations. I lament how...

Jun 19, 2020

Hello there. For your consideration, I jumped this episode forward to release during this weekend.

My apologies as it is a bit dark. Music from my past permeates and I even sing a tune I wrote another life ago.

I thank you for listening.

with deep regard



Jun 12, 2020

I have to admit my hostility towards hard drug users and especially pushers of heroin, meth, opiates and crack. They are murderers in my opinion.

I make some deep confessions of my own hypocrisy. I tried to teach my son that hard drugs would lead to early death and shitty lives.

I suppose my own straddling the lines of...

Jun 5, 2020

An intense and detailed story written by my lost son. He was brilliant, this is one episode I can't listen back to as it reminds me of what is lost.

There are many bits that refer to his and my life imbedded in his writing. Locations and small details that are all too revealing.

I can only imagine what he could have...