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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

Oct 25, 2021

Right, so I'm nudging myself to make a break from the past.

Specifically my grievance with my son and what he choose.

There's no easy or simple way to proceed, or is there? Perhaps It is as simple as allowing my actions to reflect a choice about what I will live for.

I'm bored with being half committed to life and using...

Oct 17, 2021

What was his name?

Everybody has a podcast.

Almost talking to him.

Major and minor.


Every moment is special...Huh...

I play with the puppets in my mind.

To me it means something,

Time is the only thing we have.


Oct 11, 2021

I wanted to save my father.

Social work and timelines collide.

Trauma is generational.

Sometimes there is no answer.

He was only 17 when he lost his murder.

Can we control our thoughts?

It's not ok, but it can be.

For him.

Oct 4, 2021

Playing solo today on a little carbon fiber nylon string guitar.

I use minimal background tracks.

This experience ranges from weird to sublime. I record my walk, set-up and commentary as I drag myself out there.

The day was sweet, sunny and peaceful. The guitar almost plays itself. 

I remember how much I dreamed about...