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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

May 30, 2021


I explore the mystical experience. I meet my son who speaks in my mind which is not tethered to my body.

Two strings of beads permeate reality

I forgive, I accept and there is no separation.

with anything

I feel emotions I'd forgotten. I wake from a sad dream.




May 22, 2021

Hmm I somehow made a breakthrough inspite of myself

It's hard for me to believe. 

I will see what creates itself