Nov 11, 2023

Thank you so much for sharing this journey. I share a primal fear and two dreams in this episode.

I feel like he's playing the guitar sometimes, thru me. Same thing with  training, it's an altered state, a symbolic language of human geometry. Don't give up. 

I share a book that laid on my night stand for 2 months...

Oct 27, 2023

What I would tell my son if he were alive. I imagine a radical art project. I can't seem to talk about the training.

I don't trust the system. How did we get here. 

He's is at the bottom, what can I do?

Did I push you too much?

Pythagoaras was murdered by a mob.

How do I undo me?

Oct 2, 2023

After my son died, I became aware of an inner life that I'd hidden from myself.

At points I was certainly experiencing an altered state, I went in and out for weeks and months of catatonic moments and welcomed them to the waking-reality of my son's overdose death.

I make these episode to reflect the delirium of an inner...

Sep 14, 2023

I'm heading into the serious portion of this semester of a masters program.

Lot's to read and consider. I'm concentrating on Shamanism, from the archeological, material and anthropological perspective for a while and then shifting to more experimental approaches. 

My second focus is on fighting competancy and all that...

Sep 1, 2023

Thanks for reading. 

I try to explain my current horizon.

looking forward across an unknown.

My teachers have found me, more will follow.

I love making the music for this, the sonic element helps my use words.

I want to understand.

How do I do that?

thank you