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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

The Mr. Nobody Podcast

Apr 25, 2020

Focus on the issues, speak the directly to the truth of things regardless of the current trend towards muting our observations in favor of being polite and silent.

For example crime is wrong, not just in a narrow legal sense, we know wrongdoing when we encounter it, laws are reflections of these deeper, primal...

Apr 24, 2020

Only you can decide to cultivate yourself, understand your dark secrets and respect the mystery of life.

You cannot be kept from favorite things.

Sometimes things are exactly as they appear.

I reveal deep truths about myself.

Music for him.

too late

Apr 17, 2020

Although I know you can't hear me, I'm in a constant dialogue with you, my son. 

I explore the term "junkie" I discuss your sister, aggression, shame and my loop of grief. I check my phone every morning seeking you.

I go deep into my thoughts about our slavery to our drugs and how sad i am that you destroyed yourself.


Apr 10, 2020

I lost my 11 year job, but honestly I had enough of it anyway. Mostly  I'm a guitarist, performer and composer and that hasn't changed.

Although I don't know what lays ahead, who does? really. I've enjoyed the stability and mostly my job was to care for my kid via insurance and education. 

Since he died, my purpose has...

Apr 3, 2020

The last time had private time with my son, we ran the 2 miles around the reservoir. In this episode i use my portable recorder and encounter my wife, a litterer and a young stroke victim.

I discuss important people i shared with my son including Alan Watts and Charlie Christian. I unpack some hard feelings about...