How Could This Happen?
Aug 28, 2020
I use the podcast to process and create art that i know my son would approve of.
We constantly shared work, music, fighting skills and life-strategies. It was amazing. I thought we were heading towards meaningful lives, but heroin use destroyed that.
I haven't really been able to recover. In some ways, on the outside,...
Aug 28, 2020
The effects lasted a solid week. Dreams and feelings collided and meshed.
I started a work project the same week.
One foot in and one foot out of this world.
I share my reflections
I am my reflections
I better leave it at that
enjoy, i guess
Aug 21, 2020
Whoa. I took my daughters invitation to experience DMT.
My intention was to get beyond myself somehow, my story, my self, my grief, my interpretation of things.
It was a journey into the unknown and meta-life.
Crazy wisdom. I disappeared into my primal existence.
I was surprised at how happy my authentic state is and...
Aug 14, 2020
I prepare myself to experience DMT with my daughter...I'm afraid.
Ben, a mercurial friend led us into the park on thanksgiving morning...
I recount what I learned from wild mushrooms.
My kids asked me to share a sacred experience with them, I regret turning them down.
remember the dove, a silhouette against the sky...
I...
Aug 7, 2020
I had a psychic connection with my son, especially when thing were seriously wrong. This episode recounts an incident when I knew things were wrong. It was like phone was always ringing but I only heard it when the veil was thin enough.
He almost died that night but that was only the beginning of the end. I had some...