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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

May 8, 2020

In this episode I explore memories and the space between thoughts where are primordial selves exist. 

My son encounters a wild and dangerous animal and another takes him away forever.

I feel the beating of distant drums from a tribe I can't recall but when i lost him, I was reunited with universal grief and sorrow which connected me to nature.

I spiral some dark thoughts and I almost wished to die which led me across a bizarre threshold.