Dec 18, 2023
In this document, I bring together my studies in shamanism, psychology,, religion, prehistory and archeology and process the material through my personal work with grief and ancient healing rituals that use entheogens.
I composed all the music but for a few sound effects and quoutes. I like to think of these pieces as...
Nov 11, 2023
Thank you so much for sharing this journey. I share a primal fear and two dreams in this episode.
I feel like he's playing the guitar sometimes, thru me. Same thing with training, it's an altered state, a symbolic language of human geometry. Don't give up.
I share a book that laid on my night stand for 2 months...
Oct 27, 2023
What I would tell my son if he were alive. I imagine a radical art project. I can't seem to talk about the training.
I don't trust the system. How did we get here.
He's is at the bottom, what can I do?
Did I push you too much?
Pythagoaras was murdered by a mob.
How do I undo me?
Oct 2, 2023
After my son died, I became aware of an inner life that I'd hidden from myself.
At points I was certainly experiencing an altered state, I went in and out for weeks and months of catatonic moments and welcomed them to the waking-reality of my son's overdose death.
I make these episode to reflect the delirium of an inner...
Sep 14, 2023
I'm heading into the serious portion of this semester of a masters program.
Lot's to read and consider. I'm concentrating on Shamanism, from the archeological, material and anthropological perspective for a while and then shifting to more experimental approaches.
My second focus is on fighting competancy and all that...